It’s not I can’t wait till the day I’ll love myself, respect me and care about me knowing my value, maybe I just look forward the day… Ok, that day.
I’m so sick of being the tragical, unusual, fragile and vulnerable child who love without being loved.
What happens when the heart just stops? The thing about people is you always think they worth it, the pain, the struggle, the never ending crying, the nights asleep, you feel like you’re able to do anything for the loved one, you just do, without carrying for what you’re receiving, but what’s happening is that they just don’t care, you don’t receive anything, they don’t even are there anymore, and you filled yourself with a bunch of nothing cause you gave the best you had and now you’re gone too. You don’t give your value, and so didn’t they.
For me, one of the saddest things ever, in life, is exactly when you feel you haven’t one anymore.